Wow. So did I mention, I’m pregnant? Too, too weird. It’s like I’ve been waiting for this for months and now I am, I don’t really believe it. But at the same time, I have this really reassuring ‘everything is going to be fine’ feeling with this one, kind of like I did with Oliver… at the exact same stage in fact! Weird!
I have a scan booked on the 18th of October at which time I should be six weeks and three days. Yes, you guessed it – that is the exact same gestation we had our first scan with Oliver. The similarities are getting slightly eerie right? I also have a sneaking suspicion that Splodge might be another boy but I don’t know if that’s just because of all the similarities so far and I can’t imagine any different! I keep wanting to say ‘he’ though!
Which brings me to my feelings about that – I don’t really know – I mean obviously I want a girl, I think I’ve made that pretty clear but to be honest, I’m just so relieved to finally (apologies for the exaggerated use of the word finally – I know many people have a much longer wait than me!) be experiencing a (hopefully) healthy pregnancy that I feel like I just couldn’t care less about the gender.
I just want everything to be ok.